Monday, June 25, 2007

CCheerful
HHandsome
LLegendary
OOld
EEdgy

Monday, June 18, 2007

feel

heart. alwayz people ask u wat's ur heart feel? or actually is wat's ur feel? how to ans? is pain?is sweet? is keep beating? any other words tat i cant think?
jus wonder how to describe d actual feeling of ur heart...my heart alwayz sending a 'feel' to my brain to let me taste it. but i cant find a word to describe d feel. it jus sth like u r throwing a small stone into d lake o pool,it is light, silence, seems nbody discover it but actually d stone create d wave...nt matter how small is d stone,wave still....it can grow bigger n bigger though d stone adi drop into d water,but d wave on top there stil growing...
heart is beating non stop,tat 1 i noe. d feeling i hav is sth like beating but it is more light but it create a feel through out my whole body;like d wave is growing n growing...is a wonderful feeling i nvr hav b4. alwayz, i tak sabar sabar to wait my heart to hav tis feel...

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

am i too mature?

some people said chloe is adult adi,mature. need to take care everything.
some people said chloe must mature lo,adi 20,must noe wat need to do adi.
some people said chloe is mature than others tat same age wit chloe.even though it may bring abit problem to chloe bt is good,chloe is connected to the real life adi.
some people said chloe is mature,bt they askin y u make urself mature tat early? u're stil 20,no need to take tat big burden on d shoulder. they keep on askin me y grow up tat early...
and there are also some people said chloe is childish.chloe like to show all emotion on d face.

im thinking tis always, am i mature? am i too mature?
wat things tat i did til others can said im mature?
i didn't sengaja make myself grow up tat early.can stop blaming me for tat? summo i dun think im mature enough. i stil chlidish.i mengakui tat i nt mature in handle things most d time.
sometimes i jus noe wat shld i do n i go do it,tis call mature?
sometimes i hav to do things tat is my responsibility,mayb to family,to fren, o to sbody else.i do not hav a choice to choose.it is something i must do nt i need o wan to do.
when i merungut,nt mean i goin to stop my responsibility,i jus tired...
when i say i tired,dun ask me y dun stop it to get rest.is my responsibility...
even how i merungut,o tired,i jus get a way to shout out d unbalance feeling in my heart,then i'l b fine to keep take d burden o responsibility...
so plz jus keep askin me cheer up when i show my tired,dun ask me y anymore. nt everything in life can hav a good o bad reason o reason tat u design urself to giv urself to accept de...

你的爱什么味道

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  爱一个人,有时候要说,要她喜悦,要她知道。这样的爱是火红色的,充满的激情,激情不能长久,拥有便要珍惜。爱并非在远方,在理想和梦境,而是在现实。有爱便要珍惜。“落花风雨更伤春,不如怜取眼前人。”不去停留昨日的伤感,不去幻想明天的美丽,要的只是现在,你和我。在一起,就是一个世界。若相爱,是缘分,好好对待。若不爱,是缘分,彼此离开。若无开始,为她祝福。若要结束,为她祈祷。因为有些爱就是这般,不能长久,不能永恒,只是刺激和亮色,点缀在生活的本色之上,鲜艳夺目,眩晕迷醉。这是浪花,是波澜,是起伏,是你内心的期待。是香烟是醇酒,是区别于麻木的清醒,是两个人一起沉睡、唤醒,在此刻,相逢。

  爱一个人,有时是关怀,是体贴,是宠爱,是疼痛。是把她当作了亲人,当作了自己生命的一部分,是时时的牵挂,是无处不在的温存,是希望她幸福和快乐,是忘却了结束的投入和付出。这般的爱是明黄色的,是黑暗里的灯火,是温暖彼此内心的执着。若是爱着,便衷心期待对方开心,过得快乐。也就无所谓来来往往,聚散分离,因为她已经是你,你也已经是她,纵使时空交错,岁月流传,生老病死,也不能阻隔,分离。缘定三生,刻在你心底最柔软地方的那个名字,那个记号,那个咒语。在你最好的时候遇见最好的人,在你最能爱的时候去爱,一生一世。

  你的爱什么味道,也许是苦涩,也许是哀伤,也许是欣喜,也许是快乐。你的爱什么味道,是天蓝的天空,那般包容,如海博大;是火红的骄阳,那般热烈,那般滚烫;是明黄的烛火,一点温馨,一点光热。你的爱什么味道,于你于她,都是缘分。得之所幸,不得亦幸。善待爱你的人,珍惜你爱的人,因为平淡生活里,真情难觅,真爱难得。你的爱情什么味道,你的爱你自己选择,你的世界,你做主,你的人生无怨无悔,一辈子太久,有爱才不漫长,一辈子太短,有爱才有滋味.