HONEST

being honest is nt that difficult.

finally i told u oso, mum.
i oso duno like wat had happen to me
hidin from u is wat i think at the moment i received it.
anyway
being honest is nt that difficult
huh told u but i stil settle myself
as wat wooi wrote me in article
im a sister tat jian qiang but very stubborn
haha


being honest is nt that difficult.
BUT
ya, is easy to tell out the truth
but
the result for being honest
is nt tat as good as expected
oni good for others
nt for me

huh



God bless Wong Family~220 - the lucky number

OCEANUS @ BODY SHOP

1st step to change some special in my life.
wana make my life more ...
anyway DKNY be delicious stil is my most love...
even though it bcome like tis liao~~~

Bravo MU

RIO FERDINAND

欧冠决赛在120分钟内没有分出胜负，C罗和兰帕德的进球令比分维持在1比1，进入点球大战，双方把命运交给了神经和运气，最终，曼联惊险的笑到了最后(点球战6比5、总分7比6)。

两队本赛季曾打过一次点球大战，那是赛季初的社区盾，当时那场对射呈现一边倒之势，切尔西前3轮的皮萨罗、兰帕德和赖特-菲利浦斯全部罚丢，范德萨连扑3球，曼联则由费迪南德、卡里克和鲁尼命中，3比0轻取蓝军。社区盾是赛季首场较量，没想到收尾的最后一战也由两队通过点球决定。
　　曼联抽到了先罚的签。第一个走上点球点的是特维斯，阿根廷人撩了一下头发，靠假动作骗过切赫，冷静的把球推入了大门左下死角。切尔西第一轮主罚的巴拉克，稳稳的还了一个，德国人脚弓推射，范德萨鞭长莫及。
　　第二轮，曼联派上卡里克，英格兰人再次骗过了切赫，脚内侧推入半高的网窝。切尔西在加时赛最后一分钟换上贝莱蒂，摆明了是让巴西人罚点球，曾在06年欧冠决赛中打进致胜球的贝莱蒂，没有辜负主教练和队友的期望，把球推入死角，范德萨扑错了方向。这是贝莱蒂上场后的第一次触球！
　　第三轮，C罗登场，他曾在半决赛中罚丢对巴萨的点球，这一次，他在晃动了一下后踢出半高球，此前两次被骗的切赫扑对了方向，用脸把球挡出！而和葡萄牙人一对一的是兰帕德，曾在世界杯上罚丢对葡萄牙的点球，但这一次英格兰人冷静的推射入网，范德萨虽然碰到了球，但无力阻止球入网。这也是兰帕德继半决赛对利物浦之后连续第二场罚中点球。
　　第四轮，哈格里夫斯稳健的撩射右上死角入网，他展示了曾在德国混迹而感染的冷静天性；这一轮切尔西的阿什利-科尔几乎罚丢，他的射门被范德萨扑到，但仍撞入了网窝。
　　最后一轮，曼联的纳尼冒着雨走上点球点，他的推射擦柱入网，给红魔留下了一线希望。此时切尔西的队长特里走了上来，他是决定两队命运的人，蓝军铁汉助跑、推射，没想到他左脚在湿滑的草皮上一滑，立足不稳，射出的球弹在立柱上飞出！曼联从死亡线上走回！这一刻难道真是上天在保佑红魔？
　　第六轮起，双方进入一对一的对射。曼联的安德森大力轰入中路，切赫无力阻挡，切尔西老板阿布此时在看台上拍着心脏，表达自己的紧张。蓝军走上来的是卡劳，他冷静的推入半高球，双方继续命悬一线。
　　第七轮，吉格斯走了上来，他刚打破了博比-查尔顿758场的曼联出场纪录，威尔士老将骗过切赫，把球送入网窝。切尔西的阿内尔卡带着巨大压力走向罚球点，范德萨用手指向自己的左侧，但却扑向了右侧，阿内尔卡刚好把球射向这里，扑出！曼联夺冠！
　　上赛季，切尔西曾在欧冠半决赛的点球大战中输给利物浦，这一次，他们没能挣脱命运的枷锁。而曼联的范德萨扑出了最关键的点球，这位曾在13年前代表阿贾克斯夺取欧冠的老臣，为红魔带来了渴望已久的辉煌。

untitled post by ChLoE

Alot things to write
alot things to record
alot things to tell
alot things to recall
alot things to spoke out

but no time to write it
even no time to post it
o no time to upload it even in image forms

just keep it 1st
keep it
til one day i rber to recall it
haha

tiredChLoE
need
$$$ n holiday

15-05-08 | nightmare

Same, i duno the meaning of nightmare do it suitable to be my title but it just pop up in my mind when im typing the title. I had a bad dreams this morning. (or shld i wrote just now? because now still morning,8am) I open my eyes at 7am and i feel my right hand very pain cuz i did not sleep in a proper positoin. the dream scared me, thats why i forced myself to woke up or because my hand is too pain and it save me from the bad dream.

In the dream, im having exam. A exam in objective format, those need to fill up the answer sheet by "menghitamkan" (like to use tis word) the answer which oni can b "A, B, C, D". BUT in my dreams, there are 10 answers to let me choose at the answer sheet! is not oni ABCD, oso EFGHIJ to let me "menghitamkan"... Somemore, each question can have more than one answer. at the moment i so confuse to finish answer the ques cuz i never c that much answer to choose and time is running very fast, i get out from the exam hall, nt run away,dun have tat feel But i had get out from there and seriously i dont rber wat i do aftr get out. aftr that, i duno why run back to exam hall, at the corridor, i saw the teacher holding the answer papers. Time is over, teacher said. i directly fall down by knee on the floor, heartache when the teacher said that. and she said, is useless u melutut and begging me, i have tight and gam the plastic to put answer sheet. i duno why she answer like tis in dream. and i woke up while i stil feel heart pain and stil knee on floor in the dream.

What the dreams means? i just finish my MUET, i hope it not telling me that my result goin to be bad. and i have no this feeling at now, the moment im write all this. i have a feel that is mentoin abt my life. dun ask y but just have this feel. i had miss any good chance? or i make the timing wrong in my life or problem? i confuse to do any decision? i choose go far away to seek solution but did not think solution out? and things or problems not goin to change or solved? even im begging? and if wat i say is true, then the dream nt yet finish, it did not mentoin abt d solution or result! (im seeking solution for far again)...

chloe, time to change. is the time liao. wake up ok?

13-05-08 | Reborn

Actually i not really can explain the meaning of reborn, i put it as the title cuz i oni have this word in my mind when i put my hand on keyboard to type out the title.
Today ia not any big day. Just a day that i getting scolded from my boss. Not really is scolded, but "menegur" in malays. i just prefer use the "scold" word. i know people always said "why i like to say people scolded me" even they just trying to talk with me. i duno, i just thinking that "scold" is a suitable word to describle when they talking with me.

Ok,back to topic, (i always easy get out from what im talking oso, not focusing. thats wat happenned in my interview.) the topic i "get scolded" (allow me to use this word at this situation), my boss is complaining to me about myself. My boss try to tell me im stil too emotional in doin works. Because i adi do not smile from the heart for few months. He said even when i laughed like a stupid but it is came from my mind but not heart. My productivity is decreasing. Works done also not prefect or completed very well and even some not yet done. My boss asked me try to be robots, which only noe do works but duno wat is depress, sad, mad, blur, dreaming, and etc.

Why is this happened to me? What makes me get a talk from my boss? Wats wrong with chloe? I have any problems in my life? Yes, there are alot obstacle to stop me moving in front. Those problems caused the emotion become weather, changing whenever it want. So chloe refuse to do anything when no mood. even sending chloe's car to wash. send to wash, but i stil dun think i want to do it. so chloe's car long long time not yet getting cleaned liao.

problems, there alot in life for sure. but is the problems related to me? no, as wat they said. They said that is not your problems, you have your own problems but there are some things that shld not on your shlder cuz it is not your problems. scolded, when you holding your breath for the problems, people adi solved it and having their own life while i did not moving forward to my future when im holding the breath at there, the same spot/point/place/etc. 'chloe, try to be selfish and stop ur heart to care abt other problems, not dun1 help but in a different way and it is no need to put the problems on body, just leave the problems to the owner but giving the hand of helping when they need and asked from us.

You Are 8: The Challenger

You Are 8: The Challenger

You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges. You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up. You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times. Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself. At Your Best: You are heroic, courageous, and ready to change the rules of the world. A true leader and inspiration. At Your Worst: You intimidate, fight, or threaten to get your way. And you won't back down. Your Fixation: Lust Your Primary Fear: Being harmed or controlled Your Primary Desire: To be independent and self sufficient Other Number 8's: Donald Trump, Courtney Love, Pablo Picasso, Fidel Castro, and Rosie O'Donnell.

What Number Are You?

To my fren, gambatea

From http://filthy-h.blogspot.com/2008/05/37.html
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I knew how it's like....
I went through what you did now..

It's hard...
It's painful...
It's annoying....
It's suck...
It's driving you to crazy...

and..
although you knew that you can't go on

but...
At this moment...
Feeling is always taking control..
Better than..your mind....

So...
Just take times..
Lean on us....
We're always here...

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Hey gal, i totally agree wit the passage above...and im happy for u cuz u hv frens tat can touch u like tat. congrate.

and i oso touched by it cuz i being through all those oso~~~

and it is really feeling control everything, it can took our breath away summo...til the heart is so heavy as i said.

but anyway u wil recover. no worries. gambatea.

From a passage~~~

Alice Domar, director of the Mind/Body Centre for Women's Health in Boston, believes that women today are lacking something very important. Although they seem to have everything, from loving families and challenging careers, to the freedom to do what they want, yet they seem to have little time for something that has sustained women through the ages - the companionship of other women.
Alice Domar believes that female friendships are vital to the mental and physical health of women. Without this female bonding, women are more susceptible to many ills, from colds to cancer.
About 50 years ago, women were at home most of the time during the day and were therefore in close proximity woth other women. However, as the years went by, more and more women entered the world of work and gradually they began to lose the feminine connection and the emotional support that came with it. Although it is encouraging to note that women are turning to their husband or boyfriends for companionship, she says that this is not enough. "Women process things by talking about them whereas most men do not do this," said Domar.