JAN of 2009

early of the month. got ppl want to tk my rice bowl away. saying that im not QUALIFIED enuf.
i thought i get a medal in national level
i thought i pass the coaching course
i thought i change my temper in class
i thought i never b moody in class anymore
i thought i trying my best to b the best
but stil not enuf seems
am i reali can stil hold ?

FINALLY

i purposely dun1 to write any blog here since end of 2008. i thought if i dun start a new post in 2009 then evrything in 2008 still in the first page of my blog. i cant put down everything in 2008. too much of thing in 2008. since 1st jan right to 31st dec 2008, ChLoE still alive after all.
i should look forward, everyone said that. so i did it. i walk in 2009 and do what should i do. i just keep the blog STOP here. just here. just the blog in 2008. i hope i happy till forget abt tis blog. i hope i busy n busy n busy n busy til nvr go n read my blog anymore. but anyhow, chloe in 2009, stil need to b here. in d blog.

finally
i come bek here. to b chloe. shout to myself.

means life is stil hard, chloe stil alive. stil need to shout.