ChLoE is ChLoE

JAN of 2009

2009-01-23T12:33:00.002+08:00

early of the month. got ppl want to tk my rice bowl away. saying that im not QUALIFIED enuf.
i thought i get a medal in national level
i thought i pass the coaching course
i thought i change my temper in class
i thought i never b moody in class anymore
i thought i trying my best to b the best
but stil not enuf seems
am i reali can stil hold ?

FINALLY

2009-01-23T12:27:00.002+08:00

i purposely dun1 to write any blog here since end of 2008. i thought if i dun start a new post in 2009 then evrything in 2008 still in the first page of my blog. i cant put down everything in 2008. too much of thing in 2008. since 1st jan right to 31st dec 2008, ChLoE still alive after all.
i should look forward, everyone said that. so i did it. i walk in 2009 and do what should i do. i just keep the blog STOP here. just here. just the blog in 2008. i hope i happy till forget abt tis blog. i hope i busy n busy n busy n busy til nvr go n read my blog anymore. but anyhow, chloe in 2009, stil need to b here. in d blog.

finally
i come bek here. to b chloe. shout to myself.

means life is stil hard, chloe stil alive. stil need to shout.

31-8 to 9-9 to 12-9 [2008]

2008-09-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

what happen?
what happen?

suppose to post sth here since 31-8-08
malaysia big day...and mine too...
i not yet got chance to post anything then 9th SEPT jus came near me tat fast...never mention tat the day that i start dream about it since 365 days ago adi came and go jus like tat...

i not yet go mention anything abt 31-8. is it too fast? too fake? too impossible? no no no...no answer yet.

and 9th sept jus pass...seems like walk through me jus like tat. wake up, working, jogging, eating, chatting, sleeping...tats all???

no no no. sth else. i nt yet got chance to show how happy was me bout wat happen on 9TH SEPT 08. and time adi reach 12-9-08

im touched for the words on fingers. im surprise for d small cake. im hapi for d acc.
i.....i......i........ ah mo de....

now suppose is d time i edit d 9-9 photo, d time i post d birth blog.
d time i thanks my family for d two celebration.
but i hv no mood anymore. since 2day is 12-9

wat happen?
wat happen?
wat happen to me?
i drive for years...
i stay alert for years...
i heard advise for years...
how come i can crashed like tat? fucking damn stupid chloe
looking at d car in front me nw, wit d ugly face, need a plastic surgery for sure...
n internal surgery tooo...

im soli dad,im soli mum, im soli babe, im soli emun, im soli kx, im soli xin...
thanks alot dad, mum, babe, emun, kx, xin...

n soli sir...

9th SEPT

2008-09-05T09:44:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: September 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.

You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.

Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.

You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.

Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility

Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic

Your power color: Pine green

Your power symbol: Circle

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

"Miss You Like Crazy"

2008-09-03T13:07:00.001+08:00

"Miss You Like Crazy"

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus:]
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus]

爱不分

2008-09-02T11:20:00.002+08:00

作词:何厚华作曲:林从胤

曾经以为爱情只是奢望
我的心房是紧闭的窗
偶尔透进的光却还是照不亮
我无助的忧伤
是你教我勇敢怀抱希望
紧握的手别迷失方向
我们一起抵抗无情的沧桑变换
不怕长夜漫漫
如果还能选择爱的对象
你会怎么想
我们是否会跟现在一样
相爱得如此顽固而坚强
我的爱没有不同我的心也不难懂
只期待一个简简单单的感动
当岁月来去匆匆当爱恋消逝如风
我们曾热切相拥
爱不分谁对谁错爱不管流言穿梭
我不找到你今生永远不罢休
当繁华逐渐凋落当世间冷暖看透
你是我的所有

特别感谢(YYMP3歌曲小组)提供歌词

I don't wanna miss a Thing

2008-09-02T10:54:00.001+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

chloe

2008-08-12T23:42:00.001+08:00

y i mentally weak when i physically vr weak?
i hate tis

im so tired
i want to b chloe
a normal chloe

08.08.08 08:08pm

2008-08-08T22:40:00.004+08:00

where am i when 08.08.08 08:08pm?

i am riding on the stupid bike and waiting at the stupid no sensor traffic light to go get food for the stu..., ok i cant use stupid, is for the aunty that going to stay at my house. the only important i can do at that 2 minutes is send the forward message to all of you...thats not what i expected...i thought 080808 will be very memorable...but i know it cant be true since...

where am i when 08.08.08 08:18pm?

i bang my house gate with bike and my left hand mid finger is injured,can't bend the finger right now.

where am i when 08.08.08 11:18pm?

i help to push the van at outside my house since the car don't want leave my house...may be it want watch open ceremony also ...but human forced it to leave...damn

o ya, forget to mention. i am smiling all the stupid time. the most sweet memories tis year. 080808

twisted

2008-07-21T20:44:00.003+08:00

i twisted my leg again.

i duno is d 6 o 7 times in my life already...
i hate when i pain til cant wake up
but i cant even stand up
I WAN TO STAND THE PAIN

soli mum, make u worry again

how if

2008-07-12T20:56:00.003+08:00

how if the stranger was in the room???

haha...stranger that most closer to me,

is a sentence in chinese, i think is correct

sometimes.

遇人不淑指数

2008-07-02T10:20:00.003+08:00

测字看遇人不淑指数

美丽的春天时分，让人好想谈场恋爱，但是否害怕会遇人不淑，总是受伤害呢？从「望、穿、秋、水、近、在、咫、尺」8个字中选1个字

秋「秋」是想念、思念的季节，有等待的意涵，「秋」字可拆解出：「火」烧「禾」苗。选到「秋」字，表示近期在选对象之时，会选到一个不对的人，你就像禾苗般的脆弱，被熊熊烈火给烧伤，也就是遇到一个不对的人，而使你受到伤害，而且你的内心还是会想着、思念这个伤害你的人，因为你对他的付出太深了。遇人不淑指数：80

在所不辞

2008-07-02T10:07:00.002+08:00

你打算添购一台笔记型电脑，正为了选什么颜色而伤脑筋。基本上你不太喜欢黑色，但是又有实用性的考量，请问你最后会选择什么颜色 ?

１.银色

２.黑色

３.蓝色

( 选１的人 )你从来没想过爱情是平等的，因为你习惯居于上风，无论别人如何劝告，你仍然坚持要成为赢的一方，那不仅是本性的欲求，更重要还有面子问题，然而这也是你付出爱的代价的关键，你可能因为自大而栽了跟斗，跌个狗吃屎，场面更是难堪。人在得意时，也想想失意时的处境。

( 选２的人 )只要情人一开口，你决对是赴汤蹈火，在所不辞，不管在忙在累，在辛苦在委屈，也要做到让情人满意，这是你对爱情的基本态度，也是你觉得可以获得肯定的方法，所以甘之如饴。但是事情的发展不可能一直如你预期，就在你完全牺牲，失去自我时，也往往是爱情远走的恶耗来临时，最好谨慎的想想。

( 选３的人 )你大剌剌的个性，并不会因为爱情的浪漫而改变，常忽略对方感受，自以为是对方肚子里的蛔虫，却不知对方的心已不在此，只剩下自己在一头热。你不够投入，不够重视对方，不够尊重爱情，即使爱了千百回，仍不知爱的真谛，因为你只爱自己，满口为对方付出，着想，其实不过是不负责任的说法而已。

Edwin

2008-06-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

edwin from kl. my second "sandal" o "selipar". tat i love most. the 1st one is almost throw by mum cuz old adi. so decide to keep it in box n keep as memories. the 2nd one is blackie. cuz i choose myself. represent my mood tat moment. but i step on d bad mood every day, to decreased it. haha. kiddin. wil appreciate tis selipar vr muchie~~~

给你阴影了吗?

2008-06-18T21:55:00.003+08:00

往日逝去的爱情已随风，但你的心真正释然了吗？曾经伤害过你的那个人在你心里究竟留下了什么痕迹？来做个测试看看自己的心吧。
下有这四组颜色组合，请从下选一个你最喜欢的颜色组合。
A. 粉红色跟白色
B. 紫色跟蓝色
C. 绿色跟橘色
D. 鹅黄色跟粉红色

A. 粉红色跟白色
对方对你没留下任何阴影，反而让你有成长，和对方成为知己关系，更上一层楼，可能是因为你们太了解对方了，然后就互相了解到最后，可能两个人之间的爱已经升华到好朋友或是亲人的关系，其实那是非常美的一件事情。

B. 紫色跟蓝色
旧情人造成你对感情没有安全感，不再信任爱情，因此封闭你自己，这个阴影很大，因为旧恋情让你失去信心，有的时候你会觉得到底是你做错了什么事情，对方会离开你，所以选到第二个的人，你们要跳脱出你们的伤痛，最重要的就是先放弃你过度沮丧，另外要告诉自己分开跟你一点都没有关系，分开来就分开了。

C. 绿色跟橘色
你的旧情人造成你开始放浪形骸、游戏人间，不想负责任，也不敢谈恋爱，你开始自暴自弃，然后对整个过程当中就不再信任任何的情感。而这类的人通常有两种，一种是再也不谈恋爱，另外一种则是开始乱玩，因为你永远觉得反正人迟早是会变的，干脆享受当下就好，选择此项的人要注意，千万不要因为寂寞空虚而交往，因为伤害到的还是自己。

D. 鹅黄色跟粉红色
旧情人在你心目中留下的阴影还好，其实你心目中不管你跟谁在一起，然后感情再好，你也是心里面偶尔会想到旧情人，然后会默默的放在心里面去想念，如果严重的话你就会挑你现任男友的一些小毛病，就是想尽办法推翻你现任男友所有的好，就是为了证明过去的是最美的。

McD - euro 2008 advertisment

2008-06-11T02:09:00.004+08:00

i nt sure is u o nt~~~
bt reali look like u~~~
i think is u~~~

CRISPY

2008-06-09T17:56:00.004+08:00

miss the CRISPY so muchie~~~
eat chocolate when out of electricity
in some1 room
soi soi de memories

hey
feel 1 get a time to meet u again
adi miss the time v hang out together~~~

当爱情走远的时候

2008-06-06T22:48:00.004+08:00

1.我以为小鸟飞不过沧海，是以为小鸟没有飞过沧海的勇气，十年以后我才发现，不是小鸟飞不过去，而是沧海的那一头，早已没有了等待……　　

2.你走的那天，我决定不掉泪，迎着风撑着眼帘用力不眨眼……　　

3.多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心……　　

4.带著一根烟.浪迹天涯……　　

5.木头对火说:“抱我”!火拥抱了木头`木头微笑着化为灰烬!火哭了!泪水熄灭了自己……当木头爱上烈火注定会被烧伤……　　

6.当眼泪流下来，才知道，分开也是另一种明白。　　

7.我真的爱你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记，但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己……　　

8.回家的路上我哭了，眼泪再一次崩溃孓.无能为力这样走着，再也不敢骄傲奢求了。我还能够说些什么，我还能够做些什么？我好希望你会听见，因为爱你我让你走了……　　

9.不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债！　　

10.是我的终究是我的`我终归是你的一个过客`你始终不爱我`注定我和你就是什么都不会发生`注定`注定只是注定`不管我怎么跨越不管我怎么想靠近你`你还是会离开我的`我好想你`好想好想你`好想好想见你　　

11.脸上的快乐，别人看得到。心里的痛又有谁能感觉到.　　

12.分手后不可以做朋友,因为彼此伤害过.不可以做敌人.因为彼此深爱过,所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人.　　

13.有的人与人之间的相遇就像是流星,瞬间迸发出令人羡慕的火花,却注定只是匆匆而过.　　

14.时间会慢慢沉淀，有些人会在你心底慢慢模糊。学会放手，你的幸福需要自己的成全。　　

15.我能感觉到你的心痛，你有你说不出的无奈...但是你做出一副无所谓的样子，你越是这样我就越难受`　　

16.有些的时候，正是为了爱才悄悄躲开.躲开的是身影，躲不开的却是那份默默的情怀。　　

17.爱到分才显珍贵，很多人都不懂珍惜拥有.只到失去才看到，其实那最熟悉的才是最珍贵的.　　

18.有时，爱也是种伤害.残忍的人，选择伤害别人，善良的人，选择伤害自己.　　

19.你走了，带着我全部的爱走了，只是一句分手.我忍着眼泪看着你的背影，好想最后在抱你一次，好想在对你说一次“我爱你”　　

20.淋过雨的空气，疲倦了的伤心，我记忆里的童话已经慢慢的融化.　　

21.既然爱，为什么不说出口，有些东西失去了，就在也回不来了！　　

22.相爱是种感觉，当这种感觉已经不在时，我却还在勉强自己，这叫责任！分手是种勇气！当这种勇气已经不在时，我却还在鼓励自己，这叫悲壮！-　　

23.人生不止，寂寞不已。寂寞人生爱无休，寂寞是爱永远的主题.我和我的影子独处.它说它有悄悄话想跟我说.它说它很想念你^原来`我和我的影子`都在想你`　　

24.在完美的彼岸刚刚上演了一场悲剧，所有的血与泪在枯萎的荆棘蕴育出一个花蕾，它将经历轮回的七场雷雨，然后绽放在潮湿的空气中……　　

25.鱼上钩了，那是因为鱼爱上了渔夫，它愿用生命来博渔夫一笑……

26.喜欢在你身上留下属於我的印记，却不曾记起你从未属於过我……

27.其实我一直在你身边守候,等你靠在我肩上诉说,会不会有那么一天,你的温柔都属于我,我不会再让你难过,让你的泪再流!　　

28.你当我是个风筝,要不把我放了,要不然收好带回家,别用一条看不见的情思拴着我,让我心伤.　　

29.窗外下着雪，泡一杯咖啡，握到它凉了，才知道又想起了你。我的期待你如何才能明白！　　

30.第一次哭是因为你不在，第一次笑是因为遇到你，第一次笑着流泪是因为不能拥有你！　　

31.岁月就象一条河，左岸是无法忘却的回忆，右岸是值得把握的青春年华，中间飞快流淌的，是年轻隐隐的伤感。世间有许多美好的东西，但真正属于自己的却并不多。看庭前花开花落，荣辱不惊，望天上云卷云舒，去留无意。在这个纷绕的世俗世界里，能够学会用一颗平常的心去对待周围的一切，也是一种境界。　　

32.我们的生活有太多无奈，我们无法改变，也无力去改变，更糟的是，我们失去了改变的想法……　　

33.看庭前花开花落，荣辱不惊，望天上云卷云舒，去留无意。　　

34.在这个纷绕的世俗世界里，能够学会用一颗平常的心去对待周围的一切，也是一种境界。　　

35.人生最遗憾的,莫过于,轻易地放弃了不该放弃的,固执地,坚持了不该坚持的……　　

36.简单安静的生活其实不幸福`所以我只拥抱刹那`绵延持久的感觉根本不快乐`所以我只信仰瞬间``　　

37.有些失去是注定的,有些缘分是永远不会有结果的.爱一个人不一定会拥有,拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱她……　　

38.心已死,泪也干,不堪回首魂亦牵.梦惊醒,不了情,往事如烟挥不去.亦虚亦实,亦爱亦恨,叶落无声花自残.只道是,寻寻觅觅,冷冷清清,凄凄惨惨戚戚;却无奈,天长地久有时尽,此恨绵绵无绝期.　　

39.世界上没有任何东西可以永恒。如果它流动，它就流走；如果它存著，它就干涸；如果它生长，它就慢慢凋零。　　

40.一个做女人的痛苦:当她和她所爱的男人有了肉体关系以后，她就很自然地把这种关系视为一种永远，但男人却可以不同，他们可能只会觉得那是生存方式的又一种演绎。正如书上说的：男女之间，在没有婚姻的承诺前，还是保持简单的关系为好，否则，真的没有岁月可以回头.　　

41.如果，不幸福，如果，不快乐，那就放手吧；如果，舍不得、放不下，那就痛苦吧。　　

42.人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己。人生的苦闷有二，一是欲望没有被满足，二是它得到了满足。　　

43.所谓花心，就是有了爱情和面包，还想吃蛋糕的心情；所谓外遇，就是潜出围城，跌入陷阱；所谓浪漫，就是帮老婆买包心菜时，还会顺手带回一支玫瑰花；所谓厨房，就是结婚时红地毯通向的正前方……　　

44.不敢说出口,因为我胆小,因为如果你拒绝,我以后就不能够再见到你了,宁愿默默的爱着你,不能让你知道,直到,直到你投进别人的环抱!　　

45.一个人想事好想找个人来陪。一个人失去了自己。不知还有没有要在追的可望。　　

46.这个世界就这么不完美。你想得到些什么就不得不失去些什么。　　

47.恋爱，在感情上，当你想征服对方的时候，实际上已经在一定程度上被对方征服了。首先是对方对你的吸引，然后才是你征服对方的欲望。　　

48.我放下了尊严，放下了个性，放下了固执，都只是因为放不下你。　　

49.如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你后悔一辈子。　　

50.没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使爱情升华。

so call, decision

2008-06-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

decision
decision
make decision again

future seems like so far from me
but actually is near
juz beside me oni
how to make decision
wat is d best
wat giv d best
wat brings d best
always hope d best
which consider as d best
huh
any1 decide which is d best

i decided dis
people say no good
i decided tat
people say no good
i changed it
people say no good
changed tat
people say no good
i keep remain
people say no good
who cares people think actually?
i shld do wat i wan
i shld follow wat i need
i shld cares my own feel
huh
but the "people" is person close to me!

no other way to run o other way to do wat i ...
no need run
no need turn bek
im ChLoE
keep think as ChLoE

温柔

2008-06-04T12:22:00.001+08:00

温柔,是男人迷惑女人的技俩;
温柔,是女人吸引男人的内涵;
温柔,是母亲孕育胎儿的心情;
温柔,是你我都想面对的神态.

你,温柔吗?透过以下的探测,你将更了解自己.

Q1.你曾以哪一种姿态,瞻仰下着小雨的天空?

(A)倚窗伫立,抱胸抬眼
(B)仰身或坐着,手肘拄窗,双掌托腮

Q2.小皮球落入你家院子,你会如何?

(C)弯腰拾起,抛给院外捡球的孩童
(D)打开院子的门,让孩童进来捡拾

*~解析~*

(1)选A.C

(2)选A.D

(3)选B.C

(4)选B.D

◎选(1)的人

有着距离式的温柔,是平静的,是不给压力的,是不望回报不求赞赏的,只要对方因为你得温柔而过的更好,你就满足了,这样的你,待人体谅处事无争,温柔的应对,是由衷的显露.

◎选(2)的人

有着互动式的温柔,在付出温柔时,也会想要得到对方的温柔,这样的温柔,怀着期盼,隐含需求,难免会给对方压力,这样的你,可以为了对方而变得很温柔,虽然不失真诚,却也难免虚伪矫饰.

◎选(3)的人

有着被动式的温柔,总是期盼,总在等待,非得对方有所表现才会给予回应,这样的温柔里,有着孩子般纯真依赖的心情,带些稚气却又不失女人味,这样的你,配合度好,逢迎度高,常会温柔中失去一些特质.

◎选(4)的人

有着附和式的温柔,会为了一些人或一些事而令自己温柔,这样的温柔,需要对方主导,有赖别人配合,不失需索的心态,有点演戏的调调,却也由衷,这样的你,有着女人的娇蛮,孩子的依赖,是个需要男人疼爱的女人.

VIRGOAN

2008-06-04T11:56:00.002+08:00

thanks friendster horoscope~~~:-

Right now, there is way too much socializing to be done -- and the big questions about your life are just not important. This is a good thing for you, because until now you've been using up a lot of energy wondering about where you are headed.

Pondering this type of imponderable question is a waste of time, so it's a good thing that your day will be filled with friends and laughter. YOU NEED TO LIGHTEN UP A BIT, AND THESE PEOPLE WILL SERVE AS THE HELIUM IN YOUR MOOD BALLOON.

兔

2008-06-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

already half year pass...2008 still have 6 months to go only
and i already grduated for half year
what makes this half year so long or so short?
got this forward of zodiac at the end of May,
for me,
i think it is accurate le
but not for every1 i noe
at least i hope those bad things oni happenned on me. huh.

兔Rabbit Born in: 1927 1939 1951 1963 1975 1987 1999

Personality
Peace loving, impeccable manners in the pursuit of a good life, intelligent in business with creative mind but sometimes moody and indifferent.
A person born in the year of the Rabbit possesses one of the most fortunate of the twelve animal signs. The Rabbit, or Hare as he is referred to in Chinese mythology, is the emblem of longevity and is said to derive his essence from the Moon.
The rabbit symbolizes graciousness, good manners, sound counsel, kindness and sensitivity to beauty. His soft speech and graceful nimble ways embody all the desirable traits of a successful diplomat or seasoned politician.
Likewise, a person born under this sign will lead a tranquil life, enjoying peace, quiet and congenial environment.
He is reserved and artistic and possesses good judgment. His thoroughness will also make him a good scholar. He will shine in the fields of law, politics and government.

The Rabbit likes: The arts, Comfort, Secrets, Riddles and Intrigue.
The Rabbit dislike: Decisions, Violence, Criticism, Untidiness and Dirtiness.

Compatible Animals: Goat, Dog, Pig
Incompatible Animals: Rat, Dragon, Rooster, Horse

Your Luck In Year 2008

Health is good, remember not to over indulge in alcohol and lust, control your willpower. Wealth star is beside you. Proper income and windfall wealth are plenty, but do not agreed. Be prudent in your investments. Take caution against sexual traps. Your sentiments are too much such that you get trap in love net easily. The married has to caution against the intrusion of 3rd party, destroying the family. Even when you feel lone at times, you should not be foraging hastily and blindly for company.

Career
Luck star is fortifying your life cycle. Every undertaking is considered auspicious, but you must be steadfast. Your greed will cause you many hindrances. In your circle of networks, you should not be ready to seize business opportunities whenever possible. Working persons should grab all opportunities and be diligent. Promotions
and transfers will be possible and can bring you wealth and authority power. The initial half of the year is luckier, which equates to receiving half the success. Students are able to assimilate new knowledge readily. Be diligent.
The lower half of the year is neutral and more suitable to be steady and steadfast.

Love
Even though luck cycle is strong, problems arise easily in love affairs. You may suffer from gossips and rumours. In addition, the emergence of wild sexual temptations will cause you to walk a difficult love path. Thus, be strong-willed, sensible, and coolheaded. Youngsters, who are pursuing love currently, face worries and problems.

Wealth
Proper income is plenty. You may also try a little bet on windfall luck. Take note that it is extremely favourable for you to celebrate or hold happy occasions at home. In addition, auspicious events occurring in the family will bring unexpected wealth. There is a fear of gossips related raiding. When outdoor be extra careful, and avoid dark small lanes. When socializing during networking sessions, beware of sexual traps and monetary schemes out to cheat you. Do not be careless when signing contracts to prevent getting embroiled in lawsuits.

Health
Health is great for the Rabbit this year. Just that you have to consume more nutritional and plain meals. Do not over indulge during the festive seasons, especially those with weak digestive systems. Smoke and alcohol can harm
you, reduce consumption. You should devote some time to do morning exercises or jogging to keep fit.

風水軒 Hut Geomancy Your Life . Your Destiny Email: enquiry@geomancyhut.com.sg Website: www.geomancyhut.com.sg Tel: (065) 6611 4700 ZODIAC 2008 8

IF MATTERS - lyrics

2008-06-02T00:10:00.003+08:00

I have thought about something It’s not something bad
Kept on persisting to myself The meaning of love
Like the wind,blowing gently and strolls along without a reason
There’s no right and wrong in love
Won’t bother about time
Telling us how difficult it would be if we’re together

I don’t dare to verify
‘Love you’,these two words
Not constraining myself
Also not satirizing
The others said that I’m actually very ignorant
This kind of love is very dissolute
I’m very dissatisfied
I’m still thinking about it

If you already can’t control
Thinking of me once every day
You’re honest because of me
If you see the movie I love
Listen to the CD I love
If you can take me traveling with you
If you’ve decided to follow your feelings
Be brave for love once
If you said that we have each other
If you already start to believe This kind of LOVE
If you can tell me what if
I just want to you to tell me what if
Then,I will go all the way to love you

FIRST TIME

2008-06-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

my 1st time when 1st of june

to ate "mutton" {suppose is lamb cuz mutton is refer to older sheep as i read in net}
to watch movie with parents togerher
to eat "lu lu" under heavy rain at road side

1st time
i get permission to sleep late
my mum ask me can u dun sleep so early?
wake ur sis up by 1.30am for 2nd medicine

so sleepy here, but stil goin to sit here for one n half hour
anything to do? yes
database - key in
typing - paper work
cutting video - converting oso
but none is done huh
jz too tired

tired bt hapi
long time din train like tis since ...
since im alone n dun hav training partner
im soli, emun n madam...hehe i hurt u two cukup-cukup 2day ya
dis is cuz i cant control my muscle le
cant pull back it since it is too weak
even kick success to throw out

hope to get in arena
but reali dun hav chances
vest (chest protector) seems nt belong to me liao
no chance to wear it

actually am i a fighter? i duno.
i like to fight, i learn to fight
but i nt good enuf as a fighter le!
huh think too much again since body adi tired bt cant sleep~~

HONEST

2008-05-29T19:42:00.003+08:00

being honest is nt that difficult.

finally i told u oso, mum.
i oso duno like wat had happen to me
hidin from u is wat i think at the moment i received it.
anyway
being honest is nt that difficult
huh told u but i stil settle myself
as wat wooi wrote me in article
im a sister tat jian qiang but very stubborn
haha

being honest is nt that difficult.
BUT
ya, is easy to tell out the truth
but
the result for being honest
is nt tat as good as expected
oni good for others
nt for me

huh

God bless Wong Family~220 - the lucky number

OCEANUS @ BODY SHOP

2008-05-29T18:33:00.005+08:00

1st step to change some special in my life.
wana make my life more ...
anyway DKNY be delicious stil is my most love...
even though it bcome like tis liao~~~

Bravo MU

2008-05-29T18:18:00.001+08:00

RIO FERDINAND

欧冠决赛在120分钟内没有分出胜负，C罗和兰帕德的进球令比分维持在1比1，进入点球大战，双方把命运交给了神经和运气，最终，曼联惊险的笑到了最后(点球战6比5、总分7比6)。

两队本赛季曾打过一次点球大战，那是赛季初的社区盾，当时那场对射呈现一边倒之势，切尔西前3轮的皮萨罗、兰帕德和赖特-菲利浦斯全部罚丢，范德萨连扑3球，曼联则由费迪南德、卡里克和鲁尼命中，3比0轻取蓝军。社区盾是赛季首场较量，没想到收尾的最后一战也由两队通过点球决定。
　　曼联抽到了先罚的签。第一个走上点球点的是特维斯，阿根廷人撩了一下头发，靠假动作骗过切赫，冷静的把球推入了大门左下死角。切尔西第一轮主罚的巴拉克，稳稳的还了一个，德国人脚弓推射，范德萨鞭长莫及。
　　第二轮，曼联派上卡里克，英格兰人再次骗过了切赫，脚内侧推入半高的网窝。切尔西在加时赛最后一分钟换上贝莱蒂，摆明了是让巴西人罚点球，曾在06年欧冠决赛中打进致胜球的贝莱蒂，没有辜负主教练和队友的期望，把球推入死角，范德萨扑错了方向。这是贝莱蒂上场后的第一次触球！
　　第三轮，C罗登场，他曾在半决赛中罚丢对巴萨的点球，这一次，他在晃动了一下后踢出半高球，此前两次被骗的切赫扑对了方向，用脸把球挡出！而和葡萄牙人一对一的是兰帕德，曾在世界杯上罚丢对葡萄牙的点球，但这一次英格兰人冷静的推射入网，范德萨虽然碰到了球，但无力阻止球入网。这也是兰帕德继半决赛对利物浦之后连续第二场罚中点球。
　　第四轮，哈格里夫斯稳健的撩射右上死角入网，他展示了曾在德国混迹而感染的冷静天性；这一轮切尔西的阿什利-科尔几乎罚丢，他的射门被范德萨扑到，但仍撞入了网窝。
　　最后一轮，曼联的纳尼冒着雨走上点球点，他的推射擦柱入网，给红魔留下了一线希望。此时切尔西的队长特里走了上来，他是决定两队命运的人，蓝军铁汉助跑、推射，没想到他左脚在湿滑的草皮上一滑，立足不稳，射出的球弹在立柱上飞出！曼联从死亡线上走回！这一刻难道真是上天在保佑红魔？
　　第六轮起，双方进入一对一的对射。曼联的安德森大力轰入中路，切赫无力阻挡，切尔西老板阿布此时在看台上拍着心脏，表达自己的紧张。蓝军走上来的是卡劳，他冷静的推入半高球，双方继续命悬一线。
　　第七轮，吉格斯走了上来，他刚打破了博比-查尔顿758场的曼联出场纪录，威尔士老将骗过切赫，把球送入网窝。切尔西的阿内尔卡带着巨大压力走向罚球点，范德萨用手指向自己的左侧，但却扑向了右侧，阿内尔卡刚好把球射向这里，扑出！曼联夺冠！
　　上赛季，切尔西曾在欧冠半决赛的点球大战中输给利物浦，这一次，他们没能挣脱命运的枷锁。而曼联的范德萨扑出了最关键的点球，这位曾在13年前代表阿贾克斯夺取欧冠的老臣，为红魔带来了渴望已久的辉煌。

untitled post by ChLoE

2008-05-22T21:37:00.001+08:00

Alot things to write
alot things to record
alot things to tell
alot things to recall
alot things to spoke out

but no time to write it
even no time to post it
o no time to upload it even in image forms

just keep it 1st
keep it
til one day i rber to recall it
haha

tiredChLoE
need
$$$ n holiday

15-05-08 | nightmare

2008-05-15T08:14:00.003+08:00

Same, i duno the meaning of nightmare do it suitable to be my title but it just pop up in my mind when im typing the title. I had a bad dreams this morning. (or shld i wrote just now? because now still morning,8am) I open my eyes at 7am and i feel my right hand very pain cuz i did not sleep in a proper positoin. the dream scared me, thats why i forced myself to woke up or because my hand is too pain and it save me from the bad dream.

In the dream, im having exam. A exam in objective format, those need to fill up the answer sheet by "menghitamkan" (like to use tis word) the answer which oni can b "A, B, C, D". BUT in my dreams, there are 10 answers to let me choose at the answer sheet! is not oni ABCD, oso EFGHIJ to let me "menghitamkan"... Somemore, each question can have more than one answer. at the moment i so confuse to finish answer the ques cuz i never c that much answer to choose and time is running very fast, i get out from the exam hall, nt run away,dun have tat feel But i had get out from there and seriously i dont rber wat i do aftr get out. aftr that, i duno why run back to exam hall, at the corridor, i saw the teacher holding the answer papers. Time is over, teacher said. i directly fall down by knee on the floor, heartache when the teacher said that. and she said, is useless u melutut and begging me, i have tight and gam the plastic to put answer sheet. i duno why she answer like tis in dream. and i woke up while i stil feel heart pain and stil knee on floor in the dream.

What the dreams means? i just finish my MUET, i hope it not telling me that my result goin to be bad. and i have no this feeling at now, the moment im write all this. i have a feel that is mentoin abt my life. dun ask y but just have this feel. i had miss any good chance? or i make the timing wrong in my life or problem? i confuse to do any decision? i choose go far away to seek solution but did not think solution out? and things or problems not goin to change or solved? even im begging? and if wat i say is true, then the dream nt yet finish, it did not mentoin abt d solution or result! (im seeking solution for far again)...

chloe, time to change. is the time liao. wake up ok?

13-05-08 | Reborn

2008-05-15T07:38:00.002+08:00

Actually i not really can explain the meaning of reborn, i put it as the title cuz i oni have this word in my mind when i put my hand on keyboard to type out the title.
Today ia not any big day. Just a day that i getting scolded from my boss. Not really is scolded, but "menegur" in malays. i just prefer use the "scold" word. i know people always said "why i like to say people scolded me" even they just trying to talk with me. i duno, i just thinking that "scold" is a suitable word to describle when they talking with me.

Ok,back to topic, (i always easy get out from what im talking oso, not focusing. thats wat happenned in my interview.) the topic i "get scolded" (allow me to use this word at this situation), my boss is complaining to me about myself. My boss try to tell me im stil too emotional in doin works. Because i adi do not smile from the heart for few months. He said even when i laughed like a stupid but it is came from my mind but not heart. My productivity is decreasing. Works done also not prefect or completed very well and even some not yet done. My boss asked me try to be robots, which only noe do works but duno wat is depress, sad, mad, blur, dreaming, and etc.

Why is this happened to me? What makes me get a talk from my boss? Wats wrong with chloe? I have any problems in my life? Yes, there are alot obstacle to stop me moving in front. Those problems caused the emotion become weather, changing whenever it want. So chloe refuse to do anything when no mood. even sending chloe's car to wash. send to wash, but i stil dun think i want to do it. so chloe's car long long time not yet getting cleaned liao.

problems, there alot in life for sure. but is the problems related to me? no, as wat they said. They said that is not your problems, you have your own problems but there are some things that shld not on your shlder cuz it is not your problems. scolded, when you holding your breath for the problems, people adi solved it and having their own life while i did not moving forward to my future when im holding the breath at there, the same spot/point/place/etc. 'chloe, try to be selfish and stop ur heart to care abt other problems, not dun1 help but in a different way and it is no need to put the problems on body, just leave the problems to the owner but giving the hand of helping when they need and asked from us.

You Are 8: The Challenger

2008-05-14T02:33:00.001+08:00

You Are 8: The Challenger

You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges.

You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up.

You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times.

Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself.

At Your Best: You are heroic, courageous, and ready to change the rules of the world. A true leader and inspiration.

At Your Worst: You intimidate, fight, or threaten to get your way. And you won't back down.

Your Fixation: Lust
Your Primary Fear: Being harmed or controlled
Your Primary Desire: To be independent and self sufficient

Other Number 8's: Donald Trump, Courtney Love, Pablo Picasso, Fidel Castro, and Rosie O'Donnell.

What Number Are You?

To my fren, gambatea

2008-05-11T23:46:00.003+08:00

From http://filthy-h.blogspot.com/2008/05/37.html
---------------------------------------------
I knew how it's like....
I went through what you did now..

It's hard...
It's painful...
It's annoying....
It's suck...
It's driving you to crazy...

and..
although you knew that you can't go on

but...
At this moment...
Feeling is always taking control..
Better than..your mind....

So...
Just take times..
Lean on us....
We're always here...

---------------------------------------------
Hey gal, i totally agree wit the passage above...and im happy for u cuz u hv frens tat can touch u like tat. congrate.

and i oso touched by it cuz i being through all those oso~~~

and it is really feeling control everything, it can took our breath away summo...til the heart is so heavy as i said.

but anyway u wil recover. no worries. gambatea.

From a passage~~~

2008-05-07T19:04:00.002+08:00

Alice Domar, director of the Mind/Body Centre for Women's Health in Boston, believes that women today are lacking something very important. Although they seem to have everything, from loving families and challenging careers, to the freedom to do what they want, yet they seem to have little time for something that has sustained women through the ages - the companionship of other women.
Alice Domar believes that female friendships are vital to the mental and physical health of women. Without this female bonding, women are more susceptible to many ills, from colds to cancer.
About 50 years ago, women were at home most of the time during the day and were therefore in close proximity woth other women. However, as the years went by, more and more women entered the world of work and gradually they began to lose the feminine connection and the emotional support that came with it. Although it is encouraging to note that women are turning to their husband or boyfriends for companionship, she says that this is not enough. "Women process things by talking about them whereas most men do not do this," said Domar.

VIRGO for April 30, 2008

2008-04-30T15:16:00.002+08:00

The Bottom Line
Change is not always comfortable. Give yourself more time to get used to things.

In Detail
Change is inevitable in your life, but it is not always welcome. A new job, a new home, a new relationship or even just a new shiny gadget will affect your life in a much more complicated way than you were expecting. It is essential that you don't overreact to any discomfort you are feeling about this transition. Give yourself time to get used to things, and do not jump to the conclusion that you have made a huge mistake. There is no going back -- the only way is forward.

珊瑚海 coral sea

2008-04-18T17:50:00.008+08:00

Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)
The sadness slowed down silently
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,
It is not from the sea but from tears
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced
Love is buried deep within the coral sea
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?
Only that all has ended too quickly and i said i could not understand why
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore
The sea breeze caressing the face (the sea breeze caressing the face)
The salty love (the salty love)
Unable to feel any future (between us)

海平面远方开始阴霾悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上始终夹带一抹浅浅的无奈
你用唇语说你要离开 (情不在)
那难过无声慢了下来
汹涌潮水你听明白
不是浪而是泪海

转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
我们的爱（给的爱）差异一直存在 (回不来)
风中尘埃(等待)竟累积成伤害
转身离开分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
当初彼此（你我都）不够成熟坦白(不应该)
热情不改 (你的) 笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海

毁坏的沙碉如何重来有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切结束太快你说你无法释怀
贝壳里隐藏着什么期待 (等花儿开)
我们也已经无心再猜
面向海风 (面向海风)
咸咸的爱 (咸咸的爱)
尝不出还有未来

13-4-08 {16:55}

2008-04-13T16:54:00.002+08:00

13-4-08 {16:55}
alot in mind...alot wanna spoke out...bt nth i able to write out. two words is enuf.:- leaving soon...
ya im cming bek soon oso...bt thr is a feeling i wanna write out bt duno how to write. hw to express le?

tats all la... "zai jian" frens. im nt using byebye cuz "zai jian" means jumpa lagi...im waiting the day to meet u all again...my frens, tkd kaki and family...

destiny

2008-04-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

wat d power come from to make dis decision? when u try to stay away from ur best fren as u hv ur own reason. ur best fren oso need to accept it and decide nt goin to meet again in the rest of life.

08 - 04 - 08

2008-04-09T09:57:00.002+08:00

08 - 04 - 08
i stil on the moutain nt yet fall down, fren...push me down plz. or actually everything is goin smoothly and fine but oni i still step at the same position dun1 to move forward? am i oni looking forward but din move my leg at all? from wat i feel dis few day, i noe things move me forward adi. dun ustand? i oso dun ustand. neway huh im happy cuz i success b chiaki, a gd fren tat willing to do everything to frens 2day.

ti - bdr - pj - [ ukm - bukit jalil - imu ] - upm
get lost again, go and pass by [ ukm - bukit jalil - imu ] all this...2day oso lost the way like tat day i go setapak frm **2. but i din get mad o angry even wasting alot time 2 reach destination. recovered? i think so. at least i get half of my life bek? am i doin rite thing? am i selfish? cant care anymore...

07 - 04 - 08

2008-04-09T09:55:00.000+08:00

7-4-08
Adi activate the maybankard for using oversea. Is call PLUS nt MEPS at out thr. Wakaka. Adi booked ticket and get the “white card”. So expensive, rm45. Actually is reasonable la but 1st time buy ma. Today tasks cant be complete overall. Co tired today. And soli fren,I climb mountain again today. I noe u sure scold me bt adi did it. So get me solution is bttr. :p

Saturday April 4, 2008

2008-04-07T14:49:00.002+08:00

Girl run over by lorry after falling off m-cycle
Saturday April 5, 2008
................................................
TAPAH: An eight-year-old girl was killed when a lorry rammed into her after she fell on the road while riding pillion on a motorcycle with her mother.

OCPD Superintendent Roslan Bek Ahmad said Rubiah Bebe, 31, had picked up her daughter Nor Farah’ain Masturi after school on her motorcycle when the incident occurred around noon, at the Jalan Ipoh-Kuala Lumpur trunk road in front of SM Sheikh Abdul Ghani.

“Rubiah was trying to overtake a car but failed because there was an oncoming lorry,” he told reporters at a press conference here yesterday.

She tried to avoid the lorry, causing her daughter to fall from the machine, he said.

Nor Farah’ain landed on the road and the lorry hit the SK Bidor schoolgirl, he said.

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i saw a scene. A mother melutut at the middle of the road hugging the daughter tat laying on the road with blood. my eye din saw the lorry, the motorbike, o all d cars ard. oni saw a mother crying holding the daughter's body while the face adi covered with a white cloth which adi red color because of the blood. and my ear oni heard the shouting from the mother. the mother's sound has completely let my tears drop without any reason. til nw, i cant forget the mother crying on the road while holding the body. huh

300308 - 010408

2008-04-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

30-03-08
7 am bidor to t.i – 40km
7 pm t.i to bidor – 40km
10.30 pm drive to k.l – 130km

31-03-08
9 am damansara to sunway – 20km
10 am sunway to ss2 – 15km
11 am k.l to bidor – 130km
1pm bidor to ipoh – 66km
5pm spg pulai to ch – __km
7.30 pm brinchang to t.rata– 1.8km

01-04-08
1pm p.arabella to MARDI - 1km
2pm t.rata to brinchang - 1.8km
4pm brinchang to kea farm - 3km
5pm bringchang to t.rata - 1.8km
7pm t.rata to bidor - __km

Total : 799.5 km

200308 - 270308

2008-04-02T16:58:00.001+08:00

20-03-08
Finally I go for the correct time for training but still don’t have a lot student, because is holiday again mah this week!!! Huh I still get my job done anyway.
I start playing with the two iron bones yday. I thought I jus play play yday. But I got too many time 2day. I start to think seriously can I do it everyday so that I can saw the result easily. When I watch tv,when I walking,when I sitting, when I cooking, when I waiting. I holding the bones whole day le!!!

21-03-08 kl
Once again driving to **, but this time following the right road. No more left road. I really shldn’t drive alone again. Haha. No la,I actually enjoying it, driving alone. Happy to meet u guys there. Although we all abit blur n stupid. Haha. Dun mind I said like this. U all get a stupid driver that’s why keep using the wrong road. This stupid driver blur till forget where is the car. Never go memorize the parking. And use more than two hours to buy the 4 “weapon” for doin the stupid thing at nite. Im really soli for that. Even though we njoying the “you che hoo” but mayb we can have a more happy time if got more time.
Neway, I think v all hv fun at the “park”,d rapid river n snake n the huge shoes n etc. excited n it really help me by shouting n shouting. And the “pool side chit chat” is wonderful even though it end up with we three need to b so xin fu at tat nite. :p 3 ppl oso nt able to carry a guy. Haha. I really happy to having chat with u all like tat at nite by putting leg in pool. Is cold,amazing… the 1st time I get in water at mid nite with jeans. Dxmn crazy!

22-03-08
Huh once again I proof that alcohol wont let me get drunk and sleep like a pig. Third time. Is enuf. I wont try to proof again. I oni wil get drunk bt I fxxking stay awake for whole nite ydy. And I stil rber wat happen n stil can drive!
But I mengaku tat Im nt tat fresh. I cant stay tat alert. Thr r bukti tat show me nt alert. Msia got good cop. I totally din saw u behind me. Summo I can tk up the hp n phone my fren to say “wei,I 4get to tk my shirt,plz send to me later”. And this make me have to be at ** by Mei2008. White leg,u’r jerk.

23-03-08
I tell myself that u must accept it since I adi expected it will bcome like tis. Do it worth? The ques nt goin to ask myself. I just try to ask this ques when I think “if I were u”. neway, im holding the bones stil 2dy.

Ques:
Do u think is too rush when I make a decision tat change my life by oni think for two days?
Ans:
Taking a long time doesn’t mean that you’re making the right decision. If you really really sure of what you’re doing, taking 10 minutes to think is enough.

24-03-08
blur day. can I put everything down? Let everything go? N do my decision as wat I decide yday?
Yes, I can. Chloe can. Chiaki can. WCY can.

25-03-08 work on cut video

26-03-08 ti - vcd

27-03-08
Why I always feel tired when I wake up in the morning that I need to work on that day. Today, same. So sleepy while I in front the school gate by 8.15am. 5 students.very good. That’s all I can say. Lucky Chuck and Underdog – my entertainment for today. – 2 movies.
Sometimes, I thought I going to give up in two days only.about the decision. Four days pass after I make the decision. And I process the decision by doing research, asking opinion, survey, and phone to confirm accommodation, transport. Even though yesterday I already start thinking am I right and understand what am I doing now, but things seems like moving smoothly and getting done soon.

180308 - 200308

2008-04-02T16:57:00.001+08:00

18-3-08
thought 2day gonna b a bored n free day. bt seems like nbody goin let me free n think too much. my first time yoga lesson finally taken by mr ravi. actually i was accompany my aunt go 4 a stress management course anjuran LPPKN. and their teknik mengurangkan stress for aunt-aunt is Yoga. 2hours short lesson telling u wat is yoga. i almost fall asleep when d yoga session(wat can do,im d youngest n youngest thr) bt i stay awake for d whole speech session on STRESS. it makes me realise tat d decision i made last week is correct. i was recover more than 50%.
once again i walking under d rain aftr havin meeeting at CH 2ndry sch,i realise tat i feel so calm even rains recall my memories wit my frens. im nt goin to affect by small chicken little things n make myself so hard everyday even though sometimes i stil...
driving seems like part of my life nw. iswara fetch me n mum go ip once again. to settle down things tat must settle down. summo drive to some new place again. i seems like working as driver,everyday drive to new place n learn new road. no no no im nt merungut here o say i was bored wit it. bt i reali feel tat im a driver nw. jus a driver. jus a driver.

damn. y i get myself in such situation. i dun means 2 hurt any1 anymore. i has hurt all ppl ards me. i duno things being tat important while i jz doin some my own ... i jz cant ctrl my action for a short moment. i hv return bek b chiaki at d moment i realise i adi did stupid things again. chloe wong,can u jz set urself free? im trying my best to b chiaki.

19-03-08
wat d fxxx...i hav a dxmn bad dream dis morn. i almost 4get i hv dis kind dreams adi. cuz it stopped 4 a year n nw y come again? mayb i reali need to get some1 to tells me wat it means. mayb i shld ustand y i always killed by monster in dreams. o mayb i shld happy cuz dis kind of dreams nvr been come true.

20-03-08
Finally I go for the correct time for training but still don抰 have a lot student, because is holiday again mah this week!!! Huh I still get my job done anyway.
I start playing with the two iron bones yday. I thought I jus play play yday. But I got too many time 2day. I start to think seriously can I do it everyday so that I can saw the result easily. When I watch tv,when I walking,when I sitting, when I cooking, when I waiting. I holding the bones whole day le!!!

110308 - 170308

2008-04-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

11-3-08
wat d H.E.double L!! i did a big mistake,actually i nt yet print completely d book for sir shan. how can i do mistake like tis while sir giv me tis responsible to check it. soli for both sir...plz allow me to complete it tis week. i shldn't do mistake like tis. i miss to print out 2 pages each belt which is d most important pages...
why all application forms is so difficult to fill up de la...alot of things i miss it n 2dy i must fill it up all...n get referees to sign for me. anyway confirmed once again i no chance to cut my hair - plan has been cancelled.

12-3-08
sleep sleep sleep until 11am...wake up adi half dy passed...photostat my IC n certs. go out find some1 tat noe me bt nt related to me n can sign as my referees. thank you uncle tung n thank you miss leong... muaks...hope i can get d scholarship...pray for it start 2dy...
confirmed i need to go sinchew tis fri. i shld comb my hair n dress nicely bor? duno. i go ask ask some stuff oni ma...anyway i noe i must b chiaki. b chiaki, ok chloe? ok.

13-3-08
i reali useless. 2day class suppose is morn 8.30am NOT 3pm, chloe. i make big mistake again. y i cant b more good in memorize schedule. reali soli for those stud tat wait instructor at morn. anyway, nth i can change, it adi pass n i cant conduct once again.
i go in kitchen again 2day,after so long,d previous time was when...frankly, i 4get again bt it seems like reali damn long time ago. go in kitchen means i cooking. tis time i try do some cystal jelly wit fruits,i noe thr is another name for it bt i duno how to write it. i oni confirm chinese is cystal jelly. wooi say so nice. li say great. dudu say ok. n it is supppose sweet taste. bt nt matter wat watever ppl say, actually i feel it vr bitter. i cant tell ppl i feel lke tat. cuz i duno how to ans their "why?" if i say it out. i jus realise tat foods cook without love is how oso nt taste good. love = ai xing...whr my love? i lost it n i gonna fail to cook anything recently i noe.

14-3-08
wat am i doin nw? wat am i here? i shld finish my tasks n return back to my shell.
bt i din. i do sth wat i 1 2 do. helping frens in my range of power is always my reaponsible.
i hav do a great job 2day.i totally successful to b chiaki,a happy chiaki.
frens, b happy for me.n plz say congrate to me.

15-3-08
wat am i doin 2daY? yday nt being a good chiaki adi rite? y i cant stop myself from doin stupid things. fxxk.i feel lega when i did stupid thing. neway, i reali din think tat i hav change anything o decision tat adi made b4. nbody is deserved to accept my stupid things bt i oso nt deserved to receive tis msg. i dun think my stupid action hav spoil the whole peasce situation tat i hav use my whole power to create. bt i oso nvr noe tat the msg tat i cant 4get each words inside had spoil me mentally. wat d fxxk i talking here? i oso dun ustand. haha. neway,tis is me,talking nt clear de,dun ask me explain n explain k.

16-3-08
thought 2day goin to b a hard day bt nvr think tat it goin to b tat ez n smooth dy. i no need do any action 2dy bt ppl tat shld find me adi all find me by own. come n get things by own. pay me by own. give me paper by own. abit nt used to it. normally nt i go n do all stuff meh? suddenly i so free,nth i can do cuz all finished. d oni things is drive bek home n all things,training,course,appointment ended.
nvrtheless, 2day i get blue black. a big blue black tat i adi long time din get. i thought im improving,i thought im more alert n i thought i wil keep in same condition. bt no,totally no,the 1st thing come in my mind when my opponent's knee hit my leg is fxxk,y i cant training lke last time?
ok i mengakui tat i din hav "kesefahaman" wit my new team member,i miss all my old members tat can train nicely wit me.i realise tis when i cant even wake up n stand thr. bt i oso make decision must get in the new geng at d moment i stand bek n recover 4 training.
neway, it reali fxxking dxmn bxstard pain n pain...i mean my leg.

17-03-08
my "pian tou tong" come again last nite, aftr so long din come disturb me. cuz it din come i oso cant sleep.so mayb my body think tat it no need come.haha. long time din feel tat pain. i feel so njoy ydy nite.tis hache pain has tk all my concerntration. good.
huh one more good thing. i found out i was AV at d moment d hache gone tis morn. god noe im njoying yday i think,dun1 let my body stop feel pain. my stomach pain til nite cuz AV. good. good good good.

080308 - 100308

2008-04-02T16:53:00.000+08:00

8-3-08
2dy is msia's big day. election dy. bt nt related to me. cuz i nt yet 21st. wakaka
as in d route,i at ti 2dy. 4 stuff i need to do : print d book, get d video cd, cut my hair, n b chiaki to get the small cd.
print d book = i did it. send to sir shan adi.
get d video cd = yes,madam has pass to me.
cut my hair = no. has make another plan on tis. bt finally cant complete oso.
b chiaki = yes. i think i did it. congraturation chloe.

9-3-08
o ya, happy birthday my fren, pm. i hv lost ur hp num n no chance to meet u so wishes u here. happy birthday o n wishes u dreams come true.
n oso kx, happy birthday !!! soli for 4get ur birthday :p i shld wish u when i send u home at evening de.bt my brain reali think other stupid stuff as u said,so 4get jor...hehe anyway im happy i recall back b4 2300. at least i do my best to wish u b4 2300. dun too touching o...i jus feel wanna thank you for givin me alot advises n rela hear me when i wanna talk.thx my fren n happy birthday.

10-3-08
such a busy dy. i went ip 2dy. i hv to go :
Champion shop - repair car air cond n car alarm
ShackLee - buy alfafa n B complex n Lecithin
AIA - get a Health Cert for insurans
Standard Chattered bank - pay d bank
The store - ask d result of ...
Acer (kws perindustrian ringan kinta) - repair my laptop
DiGi centre - get back my SIM card
Parade - for ViVi
bdr shop - photostat the star form
informatics - meet my coursemates
pasir pinji - meet my best fren
TGV kinta city - [10 000 Before Century] - watch movie la in cinema

done all tasks except no ViVi in parade nor jusco...
wats d feeling when u drive 140kmj on highway?
i feel it 2dy at nite 11pm.
wats d feeling drive alone at nite on highway?
i feel it 2dy at nite 11pm.
hi frens, it does nt mean anything k. dun scold me for "dangerous driving",i jus feel it in a range tat i stil can control. n i feel comfortable n lega when i reached bidor. i oso duno wats meaning i did it.bt i adi did it.tats it. ;p

010308 - 070308

2008-04-02T16:51:00.001+08:00

1-3-08
Was taking class as usual. sk B - sk KM - sk KB - sk Cs. feel so diff 2dy cuz i forced myself to stop many stud go grading cuz they reali nt fully prepared yet. using the fitness test, nbody goin 2 blame me bt i stil blame myself y i cant prepared them in tis two month? is it i did any wrong schedule? o wrong way to teach? o stud's problem?
must settle it tis month...

2-3-08
2nd Dan grading 2dy,passed it wif doin great in basics & taegueks but i din kick well when breaking techniques. 1 inch papan is ez for me bt i duno y half inch papan is too hard 4 me. my left leg is too weak,i mean need to build up the muscle summo. ok my target is must build up left leg muscle in tis year. hope i can did it well.
I lost my handphone,sony ericssons k750i 2dy. wat the H.E.double L!!! k750i is d 1st phone i bought by using money tat totally earn by me. inside d phone, thr r too many my memories...i mean photos n videos(i cant record d same video once again)...wat cn do,is my own fault caused the hp lost. i shldn't do ... watever,i stil need time to recover n stop blaming myself.haai...wat a wonderful day,passed grading bt lost hp. reali "gd" dy.

3-3-08 ~\
4-3-08 ~ \
|~~~>> regarding wat happenned tis morn. i hope it wont happen again.
5-3-08 ~ /
6-3-08 ~/

7-3-08
wat the H.E.double L !! i hv tk d wrong road 2 go setapak. soli 4 let u worry n wait me,fren. 1st time i totally lost my way the oni thing in my mind is i wanna get out from here!! bt y i get lost? i noe d reason. definitely, confirmly noe y. cuz my brain is too busy,i totally did nt concerntrate when drivin. each time oso miss out the junction tat i shld follow. y is tat hard 2 keep myself breathing? am i sick? i feel heart pain...it took my breath away...i hv 2 deep breathing 2 make myself comfortable.is too hard for me...
then actually thr r oni half day passed...i reached bdr by noon n i at ip at nite. one more time i in dis route = kl - bdr - ip - bdr(3am so consider 2nd dy) - ti(2nd dy). bt feeling is diff for the same route. i noe i cant control everytime oso same. bt dis journey reali ...
Anyway, thr r sth vr hapi 2dy. v clbrate kx n jack's birth.
1 cake -
2 birth boy -
3 jugs juice -
4 mcd burgers -
5 ppl -
6 carlsberg -
7 pages of song list -
8pm start journey -
9 foods (nuggets,fball,hotdog,3 snacks,fun fries, burgers, foldover) -
10pm start singing!!!

29th Feb 08 - raining day

2008-02-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)[?]
The Bottom Line
Still holding on to hurt feelings from your past? Today's the day to move past them.

In Detail
If you're still holding on to some hurt feelings or leftover issues from your past, today is the day that you need to move past them. They are clouding your thinking and causing you to think things about someone in your life right now that simply aren't true. Are you judging someone based on the actions of someone else? This person's role in your life is potentially very important, so you need to spend time with them today and give them the chance to show you who they really are.
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29th Feb 08 - drive to ipoh
29th Feb 08 - send mum to jabatan ...
29th Feb 08 - go clear d room at ipoh finally.
everythings back to bidor,include the memories i have thr. soli to say tat bt i oni rber d day i get food poison. oni tat moment i rber when i back to d room.touching.
29th Feb 08 - get to know a new place tat i never been thr, to meet personal banker.
29th Feb 08 - being fool by d acer service guy,told me early if dun hv d hardware la.
29th Feb 08 - ate pasir pinji "Ma Zhi" n "Fa Sheng Wu".
29th Feb 08 - bought 80 piece of yong tau fu back to bidor. nt i eat it ok.
29th Feb 08 - bought a rm160 phone,nokia 1208 for stupid brother. stupid like me.
29th Feb 08 - post a bulletin. jus to write wat i feel 1 write,nt to do any action.
29th Feb 08 - took out the ticket of genting outdoor theme park from my hand.

soon goin to do:
29th Feb 08 - publish a stupid blog by stupid chloe
29th Feb 08 - cycle back to home in d rain purposely jus to feel d cold.
29th Feb 08 - delete all msgs in hp.is full...
29th Feb 08 - smile to everyone i goin to meet b4 1200@29th Feb08.
29th Feb 08 - drink a cup of plain water.
29th Feb 08 - sleep by hugging my red n smelly jacket go to bed.

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delete.
is it everything can b delete by press delete?
is it everything is deleted after delete?
is it everything nt visible after delete?
is it everything nt thr at d position after delete?
who is d one do d delete work?
who got power to do d delete?
y "who" got power to do delete?
y "who" need to do d delete?
whr to delete?
whr to find who to delete?
how to delete?
how to noe is delete needed?

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[let the past b where it belongs]
[let the past b where it belongs]
[let the past b where it belongs]

[Today's the day to move past them]
[Today's the day to move past them]
[Today's the day to move past them]

Jumper [cj7] - 12 - F10

2008-02-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

life is wat? y alot kebetulan can happens?
cj7 is nt related to jumper at all. bt it is related for me. sitting at the same place bt diff temperature around.
jus one month,30days,bt i feel like goin through a whole year adi. time suddenly pass so slow tis month. things stopped tats y feel like time never go in front. everyday morn wake up,time is nt enuf to finish all tasks in same day. bt doin stuff without think too much. But when sit down at d place, think wat happens, oni realise actually time pass so slow even doin alot of things dis month...suddenly slow suddenly fast,how come? cuz the feeling nvr change n gone, tats y when sit down n think,thought i stil at the same moment one month ago even though alot things start n end in tis month...

293 is my num

2008-02-13T01:37:00.001+08:00

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Monotony will drag down your mood today, so you should try to welcome any disruptions to your routine with your arms open wide! Too many stale ideas and emotions have been hovering around you for far too long, and you could use something to stir up the stagnancy -- even if it's something that you might initially find kind of annoying.
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but before the new phase started, before the cny,before i reach 21st; shld say good bye to the old phase, say bye to yday weather, everything wil b memories; say soli to parent(minta maaf sebelum raya mah),say soli to myself, say soli to everyone tat i hurt in d old phase~myfrens.

soli no cure. knew it since knew it. bt stil soli. soli to frens.

soli for giving trouble. realli guilty,tats y soli.

for every1 tat hate me,im soli

for every1 tat love me,im soli

for every1 tat care me,im soli

for every1 tat ignore me,im soli

for every1 tat avoid me,im soli

for every1 tat like me,im soli

for every1 tat fren me, im soli

for every1 tat anti me,im soli

soli no cure. life stil on. work stil works. weather stil changes. gonna re born. new life in. happy always.

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Buck up, because this is the beginning of a new phase for you, in which your outlook is much more positive. Things suddenly feel more possible than ever.

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crazy chloe

2008-02-13T01:36:00.001+08:00

01-24-2008 at 11:43 PM

老友看見我　也會驚訝
even the old frens saw me oso feel surprise
平日杯酒不沾　今晚總喝不厭
normally din drink bt 2nite drink non stop
淺灰色煙圈　浸沒了我的臉
寧願聽舊笑話　安慰可免則免
rather to hear some old jok no console plz
我努力試探你　接受我的真心可以嗎
try my hard to test u can u accept my heart
我太過愛你　你會被我嚇怕
when love u too much u scared by me
不是嗎　怎麼你眼裡只得他
is it? y there is oni her in ur eyes
我愛的人　她已有了愛人
d one i love hav lover already
從她們的眼神　說明了我不可能
from their eyes showed impossible for me
每當聽見　她或他說我們
when hear they say us/we
就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑
like hear the love teasing me
心裡太清楚了　其實她不愛我
is very clear in heart actually didnt love me
只怪　愛人太少了
oni can blame i didnt in love so many times
對手太好了　勸自己別傻了
opponent is too good advise myself dun be silly

上帝會保佑我的　愛情總會來的
god wil bless me the love sure wil come finally?

取消資格

2008-02-13T01:35:00.001+08:00

取消資格
＊老友看見我　也會驚訝
平日杯酒不沾　今晚總喝不厭
淺灰色煙圈　浸沒了我的臉
寧願聽舊笑話　安慰可免則免

＃我說我愛你　夠份量了嗎
我努力試探你　接受我的真心可以嗎
我太過愛你　你會被我嚇怕
不是嗎　怎麼你眼裡只得他
我也不知道

＋如今這算甚麼　你是否非他不嫁
當選了是他　我認輸都不可怕
最怕其實被取消資格
還不知道　拼命掙扎

％如今這算甚麼　我是否這麼討厭
只知道付出　以後都不知怎算
最怕其實是輸得很遠
還不知道　惹人生厭

我愛的人

2008-02-13T01:34:00.001+08:00

我愛的人
曲︰周杰倫
詞︰施人誠
編︰吳慶隆

我知道故事不會太曲折
我總會遇見一個什麼人
陪我過沒有了她的人生
成家立業之類的等等

＊她做了他覺得對的選擇
我只好祝福她真的對了
愛不到我最想要愛的人
誰還能要我怎樣呢

＃我愛的人　不是我的愛人
她心裡每一寸　都屬於另一個人
他真幸福　幸福得真殘忍
讓我又愛又恨　他的愛怎麼那麼深

＋我愛的人　她已有了愛人
從她們的眼神　說明了我不可能
每當聽見　她或他說我們
就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲

重唱　＊,＃,＋

每當聽見　她或他說我們
就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲

y tis world got various type of people??

2008-02-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

08-09-2006 at 04:05 AM
y tis world got various type of people??

y people always do sth tat nvr use brain to think?

y people dun like to keep themselves safe?

y people like to make others hate them?

i shld hav so many thing to wrote on this topic...but i really duno how to start. n my brain cant function well after i din sleep for 48 hours...

every people shld hav the value of her/him self which mean hav own prinsip,y wana make others to walk far away from you? i like to make frens, with all kinds of people but not people tat can betrayed me or people tat nvr care themselves or people tat can go n do those wrong thing while you noe it is wrong...cuz i adi said b4 im a person that care my frens more than myself, if i hav fren like tat,i sure go n help even i noe he/she is doin sth that wrong n can bring sad to others...i dun mean to blame anybody,i oni like to blame myself...but y i feel i really cant get into the new group when i starting to noe wat u do behind me...i noe all tat thing does not bring any meaning or any damage to me...but it's hurt my fren, tats y i dun like it. u hurt my fren,can you don do tat anymore? i duno...i oso dun plan to let u c tis...hope one day tat there will be somebody tat can cure you from the stupid action you like to do to all my frens...i noe is not me,cuz i dun plan to b ur fren anymore,take care...

2007-06-25T11:01:00.000+08:00

C	Cheerful
H	Handsome
L	Legendary
O	Old
E	Edgy

feel

2007-06-18T18:21:00.000+08:00

heart. alwayz people ask u wat's ur heart feel? or actually is wat's ur feel? how to ans? is pain?is sweet? is keep beating? any other words tat i cant think?
jus wonder how to describe d actual feeling of ur heart...my heart alwayz sending a 'feel' to my brain to let me taste it. but i cant find a word to describe d feel. it jus sth like u r throwing a small stone into d lake o pool,it is light, silence, seems nbody discover it but actually d stone create d wave...nt matter how small is d stone,wave still....it can grow bigger n bigger though d stone adi drop into d water,but d wave on top there stil growing...
heart is beating non stop,tat 1 i noe. d feeling i hav is sth like beating but it is more light but it create a feel through out my whole body;like d wave is growing n growing...is a wonderful feeling i nvr hav b4. alwayz, i tak sabar sabar to wait my heart to hav tis feel...

am i too mature?

2007-06-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

some people said chloe is adult adi,mature. need to take care everything.
some people said chloe must mature lo,adi 20,must noe wat need to do adi.
some people said chloe is mature than others tat same age wit chloe.even though it may bring abit problem to chloe bt is good,chloe is connected to the real life adi.
some people said chloe is mature,bt they askin y u make urself mature tat early? u're stil 20,no need to take tat big burden on d shoulder. they keep on askin me y grow up tat early...
and there are also some people said chloe is childish.chloe like to show all emotion on d face.

im thinking tis always, am i mature? am i too mature?
wat things tat i did til others can said im mature?
i didn't sengaja make myself grow up tat early.can stop blaming me for tat? summo i dun think im mature enough. i stil chlidish.i mengakui tat i nt mature in handle things most d time.
sometimes i jus noe wat shld i do n i go do it,tis call mature?
sometimes i hav to do things tat is my responsibility,mayb to family,to fren, o to sbody else.i do not hav a choice to choose.it is something i must do nt i need o wan to do.
when i merungut,nt mean i goin to stop my responsibility,i jus tired...
when i say i tired,dun ask me y dun stop it to get rest.is my responsibility...
even how i merungut,o tired,i jus get a way to shout out d unbalance feeling in my heart,then i'l b fine to keep take d burden o responsibility...
so plz jus keep askin me cheer up when i show my tired,dun ask me y anymore. nt everything in life can hav a good o bad reason o reason tat u design urself to giv urself to accept de...

你的爱什么味道

2007-06-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

爱一个人，有时是很自己的事，只需要自己体味，并非需要交流和回报。这样的爱是天蓝色的，是淡淡的在内心的。因为很多时候，不想说，因为很多时候，不想做。因为很多时候，未来遥遥无期，因为很多时候，知道没有结果。很自己的告诉自己，自己真的爱着，一个人的精彩。爱情如此的进行，省略了目的，没有了过程，没有了结束，便成了人生路上若有若无的梦境。其实，爱有时只是要求证，要求证自己是否爱。有些人，并不适合自己，也不适合相处，所以爱在心里，慢慢开始，慢慢结束，直到成为多年以后，不经意的回味，如同天边淡淡的云彩。人生有枯荣，爱情也如植物成长，凋零。爱在的时候，它在心里，也许冰冷，也许温暖，也许杂乱。只需要告诉自己，自己爱着，自己想着。曾经爱过，终于忘却，没有对错和是非。

　　爱一个人，有时候要说，要她喜悦，要她知道。这样的爱是火红色的，充满的激情，激情不能长久，拥有便要珍惜。爱并非在远方，在理想和梦境，而是在现实。有爱便要珍惜。“落花风雨更伤春，不如怜取眼前人。”不去停留昨日的伤感，不去幻想明天的美丽，要的只是现在，你和我。在一起，就是一个世界。若相爱，是缘分，好好对待。若不爱，是缘分，彼此离开。若无开始，为她祝福。若要结束，为她祈祷。因为有些爱就是这般，不能长久，不能永恒，只是刺激和亮色，点缀在生活的本色之上，鲜艳夺目，眩晕迷醉。这是浪花，是波澜，是起伏，是你内心的期待。是香烟是醇酒，是区别于麻木的清醒，是两个人一起沉睡、唤醒，在此刻，相逢。

　　爱一个人，有时是关怀，是体贴，是宠爱，是疼痛。是把她当作了亲人，当作了自己生命的一部分，是时时的牵挂，是无处不在的温存，是希望她幸福和快乐，是忘却了结束的投入和付出。这般的爱是明黄色的，是黑暗里的灯火，是温暖彼此内心的执着。若是爱着，便衷心期待对方开心，过得快乐。也就无所谓来来往往，聚散分离，因为她已经是你，你也已经是她，纵使时空交错，岁月流传，生老病死，也不能阻隔，分离。缘定三生，刻在你心底最柔软地方的那个名字，那个记号，那个咒语。在你最好的时候遇见最好的人，在你最能爱的时候去爱，一生一世。

　　你的爱什么味道，也许是苦涩，也许是哀伤，也许是欣喜，也许是快乐。你的爱什么味道，是天蓝的天空，那般包容，如海博大；是火红的骄阳，那般热烈，那般滚烫；是明黄的烛火，一点温馨，一点光热。你的爱什么味道，于你于她，都是缘分。得之所幸，不得亦幸。善待爱你的人，珍惜你爱的人，因为平淡生活里，真情难觅，真爱难得。你的爱情什么味道，你的爱你自己选择，你的世界，你做主，你的人生无怨无悔，一辈子太久，有爱才不漫长，一辈子太短，有爱才有滋味.