JAN of 2009

early of the month. got ppl want to tk my rice bowl away. saying that im not QUALIFIED enuf.
i thought i get a medal in national level
i thought i pass the coaching course
i thought i change my temper in class
i thought i never b moody in class anymore
i thought i trying my best to b the best
but stil not enuf seems
am i reali can stil hold ?

FINALLY

i purposely dun1 to write any blog here since end of 2008. i thought if i dun start a new post in 2009 then evrything in 2008 still in the first page of my blog. i cant put down everything in 2008. too much of thing in 2008. since 1st jan right to 31st dec 2008, ChLoE still alive after all.
i should look forward, everyone said that. so i did it. i walk in 2009 and do what should i do. i just keep the blog STOP here. just here. just the blog in 2008. i hope i happy till forget abt tis blog. i hope i busy n busy n busy n busy til nvr go n read my blog anymore. but anyhow, chloe in 2009, stil need to b here. in d blog.

finally
i come bek here. to b chloe. shout to myself.

means life is stil hard, chloe stil alive. stil need to shout.

31-8 to 9-9 to 12-9 [2008]

what happen?
what happen?

suppose to post sth here since 31-8-08
malaysia big day...and mine too...
i not yet got chance to post anything then 9th SEPT jus came near me tat fast...never mention tat the day that i start dream about it since 365 days ago adi came and go jus like tat...

i not yet go mention anything abt 31-8. is it too fast? too fake? too impossible? no no no...no answer yet.

and 9th sept jus pass...seems like walk through me jus like tat. wake up, working, jogging, eating, chatting, sleeping...tats all???

no no no. sth else. i nt yet got chance to show how happy was me bout wat happen on 9TH SEPT 08. and time adi reach 12-9-08

im touched for the words on fingers. im surprise for d small cake. im hapi for d acc.
i.....i......i........ ah mo de....

now suppose is d time i edit d 9-9 photo, d time i post d birth blog.
d time i thanks my family for d two celebration.
but i hv no mood anymore. since 2day is 12-9

wat happen?
wat happen?
wat happen to me?
i drive for years...
i stay alert for years...
i heard advise for years...
how come i can crashed like tat? fucking damn stupid chloe
looking at d car in front me nw, wit d ugly face, need a plastic surgery for sure...
n internal surgery tooo...

im soli dad,im soli mum, im soli babe, im soli emun, im soli kx, im soli xin...
thanks alot dad, mum, babe, emun, kx, xin...

n soli sir...

9th SEPT

Your Birthdate: September 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count. You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing. Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time. You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything. Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic Your power color: Pine green Your power symbol: Circle Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

"Miss You Like Crazy"

"Miss You Like Crazy"

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus:]
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus]